Laurier University is seriously everything I dreamed of and so much more. I have always loved learning, and reading, and being around all different kinds of people, and that is exactly what I’m getting. My theology lectures have already challenged me so much. I feel so blessed. I feel like I’m home.
Anyway! Today is about the food I’m eating. Despite all the wonderfulness of uni, I am realizing more and more that I’m having a lot of trouble eating. I am simply in that dark place again in which I never want food. Now, please tell me if this is all just horribly triggering or too much or anything. I’m venting a little bit here and I never want to trigger anyone. I know this mindset is disgusting and needs to go away but I am so frustrated with my head right now.
Anyways, I’m gonna showcase a pretty decent day of uni eats.
Breakfast. I woke up this morning leisurely, at like 10 am, and did a loooot of reading. I then watched Masterchef reruns with these delicious baked oats with pb and goat yogurt and blueberries.
Lunch. I did some more homework and then got dressed and ready for a little photo shoot that my sister kindly ran to help me spruce up the blog with some new selfies!
I then bussed off to a nearby Starbucks to meet up with my friends Haylie and Chloe. There I drank a soy cappuccino. We caught up for a few hours, which was lovely, and then I bussed off to uni. At the start of my lecture I had some carrots with pb.
Dinner. The lecture was UNREAL. It was called Christianity and Global Citizenship, and it was all about our call and vocation in this world. Just absolutely incredible. I bussed home with my sister’s friend Katrina and sat down to an 11pm dinner of a bit of oatmeal with goat yogurt, a few dates, cacao, and blueberries.
I know the amount of oatmeal I eat seems disordered, but it is genuinely and seriously my favourite thing in the world. The lack of variety actually freaks my ed out, but I know it’s also very much a safe food which I need to change. It’s tough to know how to go about it all but the main thing is that I need to work on less anxiety around food and MORE of it. “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”